You know the feeling.
The feeling of absolute boredom that you will suddenly feel for no reason at all, mostly when you're sitting down and doing nothing.
Yeah, that's me today.
It's the feeling you get when you're browsing the web, looking at content, whether that be art/animation/games or... other stuff. Hint hint. And you're sitting there, thinking 'Huh, wish I was that talented', which over serves to bring thoughts about how untalented and unoriginal you are. Yeah, that's make you bored. You try your hand at one of these things, and what you get... you vow never to do so again. That's one possibility.
Or... you're sitting in school, listening to some teacher blab on for the umpthtime about someone not turning in their assignment, and most of the time that person is you.
Or... even better. Knowing there is an upcoming deadline for a writing contest and you're severely behind. So you sit there, try to write, only to become distracted in the most trivial things ever.
That boredom.
And the writing one especially strikes close to me, seeing as how I'm writing. I'd like to call myself a writer, but that would be too much of a compliment. I write...words... sometimes. Hell, I'm not even an author. Most of the crap I write is just out of the blue material that gets forgotten in a day or two. Almost like what I'm writing now. It's not my fault that I have barely any work ethic. It's not my fault I started late. It's not my fault I went with the first idea to pop into my head and forgo the planning process of a story. It's not my fault I'm stuck at chapter two, too lazy to write, and too stubborn to step back and analysis where the hell I plan on taking the story...
Wait... all that is my fault.
Good news, though, I have an ending that will totally make all the other crap worth it... if I can write the rest of it and get to the ending. Screw it, even if it kills me, I'll finish this story. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to pledge not to shave until I complete this project. Jesus, I'll look like Gandalf by then, and it won't even be a cool wizard beard. It'll be a weird, offsetting, 'keep away from him because he looks like he might rob you' type of look. I'll totally pull it off though, and by December, everyone'll want those beards. I'm calling it now.
Yeah, this is definitely ranting.
But what the hell, this is a blog. Most blogs are just ranting!
So... what else can I write that'll entertain whoever reads this besides me...
Eh, I'm not sure.
Wait, idea!
You know what I dislike?
Steam.
No, not the service itself, just some stupid details. Like authorization codes. What's wrong with lending games off to a friend, to let them try it. Nope, gotta deal with these one use only codes. Which is crap. How am I supposed to like a game, which would probably get me to buy a seperate copy for myself, if I can't play it myself without a copy. I'm not going to camp out at my friend's house just to play. So, yeah, screw you authorization codes.
I know pirating is bad and all, and this allows companies to make more money, but still.
Maybe this is why I enjoy console games more.
So yeah, screw you Napoleon Total War.
Back to writing, I guess. And no, whoever is interested, you're not getting my links.
And, I shall be the first to comment on my blog. Seeing a single comment... even if it is my own... will help me sleep tonight.
ReplyDeleteOh God, I'm pathetic.
Also, for those of you in the future who plan to look at everything in the internet, and eventually stumble across this shitty blog, here's my new "Song every post" idea. TOTALLY ORIGINAL, I shit you not.
ReplyDeleteSo, for the first entry, BAM : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAV7JHlEG4k&feature=player_embedded
Also, I'm sure like half of you found that first entry offensive... so yeah.
Second entry, BAM : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Q78bm-YslA&feature=feedrec_grec_index
Epic music is epic.